Frizzy Hair... Raspy Voice

2008-09-04T00:09:00.002+08:00

9 The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) 10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water - John 4:9 - 10I must say.. after reading this certain passage, I was

2008-01-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

you guys told me to shut up. and now i just can't stand everything. i recieved no closure.at the end of the day. we should think. if it doesn't please God. its wrong.its not about it being a one-off event. its not about it being irregular and therefore its alright.its not because something we do is less severe as others and hence its fine.if it doesnt please God, its wrong.and i'm disappointed

2007-12-28T04:01:00.000+08:00

you are a christian what kind of image are you giving to christianity. especially since YOU KNOW what the associations with it are. You're not even just hanging out with friends you get crazy and high and do stupid things. ITS WRONG. FULLSTOP! AND YOU KNOW IT!WHY!(the same moral question for everything. why...)

2007-12-16T04:17:00.001+08:00

hello people! i'm typing this from italy!well day 3 of my trip and i'm still in milan. travelling to florence tomorrow.as i'm currently on a time limit i must keep this short.but today, shopping was great (except for the fact that i spent alot of money today T.T) anyways key highlights of my trip was the touring of milan and actually getting to see the original painting of the last supper!i did

2007-12-08T02:32:00.000+08:00

Random thoughtsI've learnt at one point on how to face up to major blunders in my life1) I could pretend nothing had happened2) I could face up to what i did and move on.I felt I did what I did out of concern. It wasn't shock. it was concernSomewhat why do we try to run away?Personally I feel that alot of advice I was given was full of hypocritical crap.It's other's life yes.I felt so freaking

2007-11-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

I feel happy you're aroundI'm so glad we're friends =)Or i used to..(i feel dissappointed)

2007-11-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

the more i think about it. the more i dont think i really am a christian.someone. help.i want to and i need to find it again.

2007-10-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Things come things go. - and so do peopleA picture speaks a thousand words - but the memories it provides speaks much more.I wondered. as i looked at those photos again (or perhaps for the first time. I don't know they seemed so familiar, yet foreign)it gave me strange sense of melancholyreminded how good times back thencan be so easily passed and forgotten.It isn't the first time.We smiled in

2007-09-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

I love taking long runs.Thank you God for today! =)I'm going to let go and let you take it all. Jesus take the wheel.today is the victory won. Thank you for giving me humility once again.

2007-09-05T13:04:00.000+08:00

my new motivation to study.Proverbs 18:9 (English Standard Version)9 Whoever is slack in his work is a brother to him who destroys.

2007-08-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

The past week has been somewhat strange for me. (to what i'm going to say its nothing emo just some thoughts)Motivation has been the key issue for me this week. It made me think about how I managed things in life and how i approach things. It was just.. weird. With prelims around, one would think the anxiety or increased concern for one's studies would be the most apt and most likely of

2007-08-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

I've cracked.Listening to Rihanna's Umbrella. Surprised.

2007-08-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

I know I'm supposed to study but its 11pm, about 3 hours since I've reached home. Yet I'm at the computer writing this.I've always wondered what I wanted to do in life. At my Secondary school days, I knew I wanted to do well, I knew I wanted to come to ACJC and of course, to get straight As.. And I managed to do almost that. In retrospect nothing would have changed if I really did get that last A

2007-07-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a great day. I just wasn't in the best of moods.Somehow there was an overload of noise everywhere in school today. I've always thought of enjoying the busyness of everything I do. It was just horrid today. In fact the most relaxing time and the time of the day that I found a silent niche was in physics tuition (ironic isn't it).In the same way, I realised how we perceived things as

2007-06-11T17:54:00.000+08:00

Being a Christian,Is not doing quiet time everyday.Is not going to church every week.Is not praying to God everyday.Is not about praying before eating meals.Is not singing praises with all your heart.Is not attending every single cell group.Is not reading the entire bible.Being a Christian,Is listening to God through quiet time everydayIs about loving the communion with God every Sunday in

2007-06-07T20:29:00.000+08:00

One thing I want to learn all the time.There isn't any meaning in things when God is not in the picture..

2007-05-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

I guess the past week of school have been more of a relief. Knowing that things are finally slowing down to the holiday recuperation period. I guess like many, I found Term 2 to be quite a fair challenge. I would say that I didn't do term 2 very well and would have changed much of my very poor study habits. (today's math retest proved it all). But in retrospect, perhaps everything was meant to be

2007-05-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.I'm exhausted. I'm emotionall drained. I'm physically drained. I'm disappointed. I'm worried.But its alright. I'll get through. Tenacity. =)But will I be fine if you leave?

2007-05-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

we did it.we made the music.thank you everyone for making it special =)

2007-05-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

2 more days.Lets make music =)

2007-05-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

Affirmation.Thoughts of insecurity.-------------------------------------- Incessant SpeechAffirmationThoughts of insecurity--------------------------------------- InferiorityAffirmation. Don't you get it.Security.

2007-04-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Congrats to ACJC Performing Arts!Indian Dance : SilverStrings : GoldTheatre : Gold with HonoursGuitar : Gold with HonoursDance : Gold with HonoursChinese Drama : Gold with HonoursNow we only have Choir, Chinese Orchestra and Band left.ALL THE BEST =)

2007-04-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

GARGH!!sometimes i cant stand myself.

2007-04-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

two years ago, on 4th april 2005,I was just a secondary 4 student in fmss choir waiting for the SYF results.I remember that moment,Choir number 4, Fairfield methodist secondary school, Gold with honours. I remember a overwhelming cheer, scream, shout, whatever you call it. Our joy could not be contained.Two years later, on the 19th April 2007,I was at a similar situation at the Victoria Concert

2007-04-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

A beautiful song. Beautiful solo. Took my breath away.Thank you God for giving us such beautiful music. That the best music you ever gave us was the natural voice. No instruments. Just our voice. That it can move us so much, it amazing simplicity, yet complexity. Its texture, its amazing way of just touching one person. Sincerely.

2007-04-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

reality check! I have greatly deprived myself of sleep. After going to the doctor yesterday ( who cruelly dictated i was completely unfit to go to school for 2 days) I had mixed feelings. On one hand I was upset because I would miss alot of work in school. On the other, I really do need to rest. Thinking about it all, I guess I really should take a step back and take my own advice.I always tell

2007-04-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Sadness and grief. As I went about the week, the topic came to mind. Perhaps its not until we see depressing sights that we realise how sad life can be. Many years ago, I had a certain perception as well. To me many things in life were practically meaningless. I had somewhat came to a certain conclusion that I was merely in a routine of things.Perhaps as many people have put it, I don't look the

2007-03-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

It recently occurred to me how the little funny events(?) make life so much more interesting. Perhaps I should not call them events but more of kirks because that's what they are essentially. Being a JC student(don't worry I'm not biased here, I'm just sure that it's universal), not only do we have to endure the poor sleeping hours, (and yes!) working hours, its strange how we manage to keep

2007-03-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! FIRST ENTRY IN 2 MONTHSPLEASE GO FOR ACJC CHOIR CONCERT28TH MAY 2007 AT THE BEAUTIFUL ESPLANADE CONCERT HALL730 PM TICKETS PRICED AT 17 21 27=))))) BUY FROM ME =D

2007-02-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

I smile like a proud father.How well or badly you did doesn't matter to me. I'm proud of you.

2007-01-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day is coming and flower sales are around!This year I've decided to buy flowers! For the very first time.Have you ever realised how darn expensive flowers are around valentine's day? Its so sucky! Well this year I've decided to buy flowers to my dear friends this year (well if you're a girl). Lots of Valentine's day prep this year for i dont know what reason x). Songs, gifts, and

2007-01-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

Beautiful. Today was just beautiful.For the first time in months, I met up with my dear friends in Christian Fellowship. My other close family in ACJC besides ACJC choir. Though we only met for such a brief time today, I felt so blessed. That away from hidden motives and deep agenda, lies those true hearts for God and hearts to love. Sounds Cliche doesn't it?Some part of the world still is

2006-12-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

As I sat down to think to myself what does christmas really mean to me, I felt so thankful. =)Thank you. For the friends I have. Those of you who are reading.Thank you for the smiles you give.Thank you for the time you give.Thank you for the beautiful music we create.Thank you for the hearts you give.Thank you for the thoughts you give.Thank you for the things you gave up for me.Thank you for the

2006-12-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

So fast and so soon. Its over just like that.As much as the whole caroling lasted for more than 2 months. Its over just like that. Amazing. How we felt that it would last for so long and now it feels like it was for a very short period of time. I guess thats how things are like. That the term forever is relative. Forever seems like forever when you have all the time in the world but its never

2006-12-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

hey everyone. after reading what happeed to mesy's blog. i'm pretty worried. Hence this short post. =) just updating.....

2006-11-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

someone call me crazy. i just bought 3 pairs of shoes.I usually think all shoes look.. just wrong.Until i saw a pair and suddenly everything seemed nice.Go figure?

2006-11-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

Choices.Yes or no.Nothing more nothing less.

2006-11-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

今天我终于明白一个道理。在生活中，在学业，在什么事，我们都要尽心尽力。生活有如逆水行舟，不进则退。生活中的障碍，一定会让我们倒一下。在生活中有喜悦，有悲伤。最后是靠着我们的生存力量。In the light of chinese I wrote that after a long long time! so be glad =))

2006-10-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

luminatedid i do badly?hold the switch.But i really felt so.warmth.Was it my fault?glimmer on.I'm Sorry.

2006-10-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

Things are looking bleak.School has finally started after promos and open house. But today was one of the worst days for me. The first thing that happened was Mr kuna stepping up to me saying i did really badly for promos. At that moment my heart really really sank. Not because of the marks, but because i had put in everything i had into Chemistry and my other subjects and i really studied hard.

2006-10-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

solemnlyI walked to the gates of the struggles,I looked at the majestic gateand behind it laid the troubles of the future. I looked at the pain.I looked at the hardship.downcast.As I whispered four words.I can't do itI looked up to the sky and saw the gates of heaven. behind them were the arms of God.behind them lay the smiling face of God. I looked back to the gate of struggles.I looked up to

2006-10-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

In every heart there is a room,a santuary safe and strong.But if my silence made you leave, then that would be my worst mistake. So I will share this room with you, and you can have this heart to break...

masks

2006-10-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

AppearancesA wooden plankcurved on both sides.two holes and a slipa mask we wear.Yelling, screaming,smiles, praises.no different.a mask is worn involuntarilya month, yesa year, yesa decade, no.we can't hide behind it anymore.but how.how do we remove a mask.when we have forgotten how we look.

poem

2006-10-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

FriendYou're the one who made me smile,cry,laugh.You're the one who made me care,feel,love.You're the one who made me renewed,refreshed,whole.Again your love never amazes me,how you smile upon this face of mine.Again your love is simple,But yet the impact is so fine.In my heart I have always knownthat you care more than the sunthat shines everydaythat provides the light and way for work and

2006-10-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

If there is one thing I learnt today is the strength of friendship.Thanks for being there.Your Rod and Your staff they comfort me...

2006-10-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

GO TAKE A LOOK AT THE VIDEO BELOW!!! Its just... wow.....

2006-10-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

2006-09-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

Promos in 12 hours agghhhhh

2006-09-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord, Help me understand the things I can't, and help me know to how to understand others. Help me to know where my weaknesses are and help me grow in sensitivity and knowledge. Knowing what to do and when to do.

2006-09-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

i was reading mq's blog and i decided to do what she did. and my gosh! it was so ridiculous! haha. ok list out 20 ppl and answer the questions 1) Mom2) Sis3) Dad4) Kerryn5) Bong6) Germaine7) Wanling8) jerome9) jessica10) christina11) Jinghan12) Brendan13) Heath14) Clement15) Bobby16) Reuben17) Huey Hien18) Zihan19) JingWei20) Chor Kiat..1. how did you meet 14?CLEMENT! i met him at AC choir.2.

2006-09-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

wow. i was watching the documentary 9/11 talking about the world trade centre collapse.I was so amazed by God's will. There was a woman on 20th floor unable to come down by herself because of her sprained ankle. As she saw the firemen walk pass she cried out to them. For a minute the firemen considered whether to help her. She might have jeapordised their chances of escaping but they finally

2006-09-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

I came across this questionare for Christians which was supposed to shake the foundation of our faith. But I know it did not. http://gssq.entori.net/writings/religion/questionnaire.htmAs much as I want to say that those questions are rubbish, truth is at one point of time I have asked these questions before, but I know at the end of the day that the God in our bible is very real.One question that

2006-09-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

After last night's situation of having no one wanting to study, i was really very desperate to find someone to study with. In the end i ended up having lunch with wanling, kerryn and bong. It was a very yummy lunch particularly because it was at the very great dover market. and YES the food is as yummy as ever. Met alot of the sec 3 choir members there as they were having a break from adam khoo's

2006-09-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

I was thinking about devotions and something came to me. Sometimes we don't need an elaborate relationship with God.We just need to have a child-like faith and thats what God wants.Dear God, I know I am wrong. I'm sorry and please forgive me.

Section dinner

2006-08-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

To my section thank you!You all made my day. I couldn't ask more from you guys.Haha Love you guys. =)(photos another day when brendan sends them to me >.<)

2006-07-18T17:02:00.000+08:00

=( hello everyone!after a long sleep i'm up. I came back from the trip about 1 week ago! yeah but if u notice i put a frown on my intro. erm.. yeah.. cause i'm experiencing withdrawl symptoms.The trip was just too darn memoriable to forget. It was such a magical experience that bonded us all together. Not to mention my wonderful tour group Bone! my dear B one people! haha I loved being with you

2006-06-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

Thanks for coming out with me todayThanks for caring in the beginningThanks for the concern u giveThanks for that happiness u giveThanks for the Lunch u gave Thanks for the advice u gaveThanks for the time u sacrificed to see me todayThanks for the heart u gave out to meThanks for seeing me throughThanks for seeing the things behind my surfaceThanks for holding my hand through the timesThanks for

2006-06-07T12:28:00.000+08:00

I'm really disgusted with what i've done. Why does it always have to turn out this way. I hate this.ARGH~ sick again. =(I'm sorry for moving away all the time. But why can't i get rid of this. I hate this. Recovery.

2006-05-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

COME FOR AN EVENING WITH FRIENDS!!!!gosh i feel so excited >< =D

2006-05-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

yes yes i know i havent updated!AND YES I KNOW its been about one month!ok so excuse me and pardon me for my tardiness. Apparently school ad CCA have taken over too much! alright truth be.. i'm really very very extremely incorrigibly tired. If it hadnt been for mom i'm pretty sure i would have never dragged my near dead body out of bed!!!anyways. i bought a new bible! its a battlezone bible! i

2006-04-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. -Matthew 11:28

2006-04-14T11:51:00.000+08:00

Initially, I went to Fairfield to the the FMSS choir. It proved to be a place of old meetings. Yesterday I met my ex-4C class (well to some extent). I met ZL, Cecilia, Jaiyi, and Mesy. When I saw them I finally got a confirmation, that I have truly missed 4C. I was immersed in nostalgia as I reminisced the past times our class had. Eventually, we met Mrs Kwek as well as Mrs Ang who is now heavily

2006-04-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JESUS! xDhaha today went for the singapore lecture with the saudi arabian crown prince and the SM giving the lecture. I didnt know i had to go until about 1 hour before reporting time so i had to miss my sectionals argh. Anyways had a fun time at dinner just talking.O YES I PASSED MY PHYSICS TESTS!!! *yayness*

2006-04-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!shuckssssss. haha.swim results were out today. and I didn't win anything as expected. BUT the irritating thing was how close i was!!! eeeeeeehhh...for freestyle 50m i got 4th and 50m breaststroke i got 5th 0.0 arggggghhhhhaha nvm i tried my best xD

2006-04-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

ahh~ swim meet! gahhh.. busy today can't write much..I was supposed to swim event 9 50m freestyle today but because of the rain they allowed the events until event 8!That means i'll have to swim 2 event tomorrow instead of 1! grrrr. felt so cheated of my time. anyways i better study if not i'll fail my chem and physics tests. 0.0 byeee

2006-03-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

I was tagged.. AGAIN! alright i originally didnt plan to write anything, but i'll be nice and write one for the historian! (now u cant say i never did anything for u XD)game instructions - the tagged victims have to come up with 7 different points of their perfect lover. specify gender of the target. tag 7 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if

2006-03-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

There is one extremely upsetting piece of news i recieved on friday. I was informed that 1SB5 was dissolved and now we are all in different classes. =(( Somehow I feel deeply saddened by the news, particularly since I feel that our class has truly developed a inseperable bond. As from now, here are the class postings.sa2: domsa4: weiliangsb2: daweisb3: me, victor, corn, calvinsb5: adit, kahfai,

2006-03-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

And this is love; that we walk in obedience to His commands. As you have heard from the beginning, His command is that You walk in love.-2 John 6

2006-03-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

=Di'm just glad that I have SB5!Congrats to candy shawn and daniel for making it back to ACJC! Hope to see you tomorrow! =DJust sent in our petitions to stay as a class along with tan lifeng's help. its kinda sad that we will most likely change out classes as we have 15 different combinations in our class alone! so lets enjoy these last days together! =D

2006-03-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

Good news is that I got back to ACJC ScienceBad news is that my class is threatened to be seperated. Candy Daniel and shawn were posted to CJC as well as becky to NJC. For Becky good luck in NJC. For the others I'll be praying for you. Lastly I'm sending in the appeal to stay as a class. I hope everyone wants to stay together because I'm going to send in the appeal on tuesday. thanks everyone

2006-02-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

I was just looking back on some of my previous blog entries and WOAHH.. I find myself struck. I got the vibe that I'm a really studious geek learning in some damn nerd school full of toots! =.=... no offense to fmss and acjc ppl, and I was thinking about why people think I'm so hardworking. =.=Honestly, I'm slacking... and.. For SB5! I haven't touched anyone's hmwk not even Lifengs! So don't go

2006-02-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

I've finalised all my choices. 1) ACJC science2) NJC science ( just for the thrill of it)3) SAJC science4) AJC science5) CJC science6) JJC science Man.. I'm pretty upset and disappointed over many things today. It just wore me out. Hope they work out soon

good? bad?

2006-02-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

O levels were out a few days ago. With my results, I should be happy. However, its depressing to a certain extent.Firstly comes the anxiety of choosing the course you want to go to. I'm pondering over NJC or ACJC now. Seriously, the cut off for NJC is 7 points which makes me more than qualified to enter it. However, I already have all I need and want here in ACJC. Should I go over? Should I leave

results are out

2006-02-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

Results are out and I must say, Praise God.Honestly I had convinced myself that I had attained 16 points. I never trusted that I'll do well enough to stay in ACJC. I had prayed. God please let me stay in ACJC, all I needed was 11 points. Yet when I was about to recieve my results, I had that same worry. Surely I hadn't trusted God so much. When Mrs Ang told me my results, I couldn't help but leap

acjc funfair tickets!!! BUY!!!

2006-01-31T12:41:00.000+08:00

HEY~! happy chinese new year!I've been having some great hong bao collecting this year! =DAs it appears though acjc is so close to fmss, I haven't actually properly gone back to see everyone. So I guess the return to fmss for my O level results will be a day of mixed feelings. I can't wait to see the 4C peeps all together again and perhaps the fmss choir sing, but yet again I can't think of any

2006-01-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

whoo... yeah! i've decided to stay in ACJC choir! =Danother yay! i found a sadako OG member that is in the same tutorial as me! whoo... ahh.. ok and i managed to sell 15 out of the 19 coupons for funfair! whoo! =D

2006-01-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

There's a certain person I know in ACJC. To this person, I want to say some things.Sometimes I feel you give out insults too easily. I mean thats the normal you, but some people cant take it. For me, I'm one such person. Each time you pass out a cynical comment or a smirk, I may seem to take it casually but honestly, I feel very hurt and insulted.Possibly one reason was because when I was young I

2006-01-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

I've finally decided that I have to drop canoeing, but not because of the tough training but because of the clashes of other CCAs which I can't quit. Yesterday was the very first time in my life I had to do so many push ups in one go. It left one of my arms unable to lift for the entire day.I just read Mesy's blog again and I felt a sense of guilt? Questionable. But somehow as I read my own

2006-01-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

I feel quite guilty over this but its hard to keep. I used to think of how much I'll miss 4C after we all finally split, but somehow, I feel as if 4C doesn't matter much anymore. Somehow, I feel that I'm not alone. Somehow, I feel so much closer to those currently in my ACJC 'clan'. My OG, the seniors, my CCAs group people. I suddenly feel like the times we had in 4C were not as strong. I

2006-01-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

To xinling, you may think that conversation meant nothing to me, but it meant alot. At least now I know I'm not the only one who feels that way. =D. thanks.

2006-01-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

omgosh.... mq tagged me and i didnt even know.... =.=ok fine.. post 5 weird/random things about yourself. at the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a message "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.1) smiling is easy for me~hmm I sort of 'trained' myself to smile non-stop. Well don't ask me why!! I can't remember the silly

2006-01-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

WOW! my first day in JC was really fun! guess that ACJC lives up to its name of having wonderful orientations! =DHmm well when I first entered the school, I met Sarah Ann and Matthew Chay. Later on we met the entire FMSS group! Well we realised we didn't need our badges and took them off. We later went to the hall as a group and sat as a group. Well there are ALOT of fmss ppl in ACJC this year.

alliteration

2005-12-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

haha. I remembered one English tuition lesson where we were made to attempt something interesting. Put an alliteration for someone's name. By putting a noun in front of the person's name. I'm quite bored, so I've decided to do some on 4C!1) Jemmy Junjie ( as in jem stone)2) Wonderful Weeling3) Chatty Chin Han4) Civilised Cheryl5) Chirpy Charmaine6) Cheery Christina7) Kind Karolyn8) Gay Gaelan (

help!!!

2005-12-24T09:39:00.000+08:00

Omg.Someone do me a favour and tell me what u want for christmas!!!!Alright perhaps its a little late... NEW YEARS THEN!

I miss you all

2005-12-24T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. Very tired of what I'm doing. To my dear classmates and all, I just suddenly feel so tired. I find this post somewhat hard to write as I'm pretty sombre, not exactly meant for the 100th post of this blog. I just want to say how tired I am of being reliable. I guess to most, this will sound absolutely absurd. Alright maybe reliable isn't the word for it but perhaps comforting others. To

PAE

2005-12-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

well good news. I got into ACJC science course. *yawns* i can barely keep awake now! after that class chalet.. i didnt get to sleep a wink -.-...............I guess i'm supposed to be estatic that i got into ACJC but the thing is that I suddenly feel very empty and muddled - headed. I feel inferior and I have no idea why. Gosh I'll type tomorrow, I'm too tired to continue..............

fly away from here

2005-12-15T08:46:00.000+08:00

I'm Flying off!BYES~~~

indonesia

2005-12-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

Indonesia=.=i wonder why we're going there for a 6-day long 'escapade'...hmm but i hope it will be fun! if i am able to use the computer there maybe i'll be able to blog my posting results! bye bye

missing

2005-12-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

Gosh I miss all of you.Come back soon! HEAVEN- ayumi hamasaki

incarnation

2005-12-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Currently some things always seem to go through my head. One of the most disturbing is this certain person named person X.Personally, I've never known person X properly and on a personal level. The weird thing is that person X has been in the same class fo 2 years in a row. I find it weird that person X suddenly came into my deepest reseviors of thought. I usually find myself pondering about

fly away

2005-12-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

gosh! everyone is flying off to some remote destination of the world, and I'm still sitting here in singapore rotting away!Grr. first silver bullet was eugene flying off to china. that takes down my HMV visits by 99%.second silver bullet was tian flying off to australia. No more 'impromtu' outings at the very last minute!thrid silver bullet will be ZL flying off. No more DOTA then!hmm but it isnt

Roads.

2005-12-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

I just want to start this post, yet the words don't seem to come out.Gloom seems to hover over me. I guess its one of these unpredictable mood swings. I was thinking about two points of current events.Firstly, I would have to think is just superficial so don't really bother about this one. As I was walking back to Jurong Point today, I spoke to Joel Loke, who so conveniently reminded me about the

Sian

2005-11-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. I finally get what they mean when they said that the holidays are boring.Somehow i wish for some homework. "the grass is always greener on the other side". Well first of all, I'm trying to find something to do! Well I'm thinking of somethings, however the irritating thing is because I have no plans.I was thinking of attending some courses for language or some enrichment course. But i guess

PAE

2005-11-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

Gaaah... i'm not sure if i made the right choice...1) ACJC science2) AJC science3) SAJC science4) ACJC arts5) CJC science6) JJC science7) PJC sciencei'm pretty fine with the choices.. just that I think i shld have just taken out PJC and AJC.. quite impossible to get in dont you think=S

bbq

2005-11-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

It has been a blissful 1 week without school and without books! Thoroughly enjoyable. =)so far.. i've,1) watched emily rose2)bought black and white3)bought AOE 34) had two bbqs in two days.gahh.. hmm yea out of which one was at my house... it was fun! but tiring. Blame it on the distance from my house to the bus stop and my house to the supermarket. You have got to agree it isn't exactly THAT far

O levels be gone!

2005-11-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

O levels sadistic are your tools to made us study like fools! as it seems your time has come to go but i wont miss you SO!!!o levels are finishing. Time register is 2:33pm.in another 28 hours we will be all home free! the joy the liberation!Anyways. The papers on a whole were fine. Though i do think the second week's papers went alot smoother. I kinda screwed up lit and english. But physics was

worries~

2005-11-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

With the exam merely a few days away, I feel agonisingly worried. I'm not exactly sure how I am going to fare. Though my subjects have a certain level of preparation, I am not too sure how the paper will turn out to be. Well enough of that, I'm just going to let anyone who reads this remotely updated blog try this amusing question I found in FMSS 1989 english paper. Lets make the best out

pray

2005-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

i pray that....-God will bless all Fairsians taking tomorrow's paper.-God will bless all Fairsians with clear minds-God will bless all Fairsians with his peace-God will bless all Fairsians with the wisdom to remember all they have learnt-God will bless us in the exam room-God's spirit will be with us in the examand most importantly,-That all Fairsians may have the faith to trust in God!God Bless!

Sleep

2005-10-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

"The evening hangs beneath the moon, a silver thread on darkened dune. With closing eyes and resting head, I know that sleep is coming soon. Upon my pillow, safe in bed, a thousand pictures fill my head, I cannot sleep, my mind's a flight, and yet my limbs seem made of lead. If there are noises in the night, a frightening shadow, flickering light Then I surrender unto sleep, where clouds of